I'm usually quite good with words but I suppose this time it is more about the meaning behind them than structuring this eloquently. TWENTY FOURTEEN was by far the most difficult year I've ever faced. I thought that things couldn't get much worse after 2013 but the emotional rollercoaster that I went on in 2014 won and took some of the best of me with it.
I'm at the point where New Year's Eve feels irrelevant, New Year's resolutions feel silly, and changes to my life feel nearly impossible. But I do feel that 2013 and 2014 may have had their way but 2015 will be different.
I suppose I write this as an open apology to the people who tried to stand by me but were shutdown, tried to give be hope but were ignored, tried to help me out but were insulted. I'm sorry. It was just my soul responding.
May 2015 see a revival of who I once was, who I want to be and who I should be.
Stay With Me - Sam Smith
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB-5XG-DbAA
Just My Soul Responding - Amber Run
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8TysH2a-io
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